Friday, May 22, 2015

All Things B

Believe me when I say that I have every intention of blogging more than once a week to get this ABC summer stuff going! The days just fly by and get away from me...

B Places/Activities in the Pac NW:
* Bagley Community Park (Vancouver)
* Hellen Baller Elementary playground (Camas)
* Battle Ground Lake State Park
* Beacon Rock (even our youngest has climbed this on more than one occasion)
* beaches - take your pick! Or...
* Beaches Restaurant
* Beaver Marsh Open Space (Vancouver)
* Belknapp Hot Springs (McKenzie, OR)
* Bend, OR
* Benton Park (Camas)
* Best of Portland walking tour (our whole family did this with my dad last summer... it was a lot of walking, but we all found it to be fun and informative)
* Big Four Ice Caves (North Cascades area)
* Big Obsidian Flow (Newberry National Volcanic Monument near Bend, OR)
* Big Stump (Forest Park in Portland)
* Blue Lake Regional Park (Fairview, OR)
* Bonneville Lock & Dam
* Bridal Veil Falls (Central Cascades area)
* bridges - Portland is known for them (the Broadway Bridge is in many films)
* Bridge of the Gods (cross to OR, walk around the island, and play in the park)
* Bull of the Woods (hiking along the Clackamas River - best in August/September)
* Burgerville 
* Burnside Skatepark under the Burnside Bridge downtown (let your kids watch the crazy boarders)
* (other) B restaurants around Portland 

More B things we'll be doing:
* Be a bucket-filler for your siblings! (borrowed from Bucket Filling from A to Z)
* Bendy Buddies (pipe cleaner people)

The original B is for... list includes places to go, things to do, foods to eat, Bible verses, and photos from my oldest's ABC photography summer. Photos of my daughter's ABC photography can be found here

As always, please feel free to share my blog and be sure to read the beginning of my ABC summer story here. Letter C soon to come!

Friday, May 15, 2015

All Things A

I am finally getting a letter accomplished! Here is the plan: for each letter of the alphabet, I will be posting a list of things to do or places to see here in the Pacific NW. I'll also be linking this post to my original list of ideas that begin with this letter. While I'm at it, I'll probably link you to the photos we've taken for this letter, too. Might as well include it all! :)

A Places/Activities in the Pac NW:
* aerial tram in downtown Portland (take the 4 minute ride up to OHSU)
* Airplay Cafe's Open Tike events (where children get the mics)
* Andy & Bax Sporting Goods (military surplus and gear for camping/backpacking... sounds boring, but they supposedly have some of the oddest products in town)
* Ape Caves (hike through lava tunnels - Take your lanterns and dress warmly... It's cold and wet down there!)
* apple tree farm tour... I don't have a specific farm in mind, but my kids thought it would be fun
*Art ala Carte (cute little "all you can make" art studios set up in old salad bars in Vancouver and Portland)
* art museums (we'll likely hit the Portland Art Museum, which was founded in 1892 and is the seventh oldest in the US)
* Ashland, OR, for the Oregon Shakespeare Festival, which has performances February - November
* Astoria, OR (for the awesome Astoria-Megler bridge or just to check out the quaint town where part of The Goonies was filmed)
* Audubon Society of Portland (150 acres of nature preserve with 4 miles worth of hiking, bird-watching, and an interpretive center)

I love that the Dining Channel has an alphabetical listing of area restaurants on their website. Here are the A restaurants around Portland.

In addition to fun activities the kids and I do this summer, I am attempting to come up with a way to help us all think more of others... Last year I picked up the children's book, Bucket Filling from A to Z, by Carol McCloud and Caryn Butzke, since I am naturally drawn to ABC items. Some of the ideas in it are great, others are so-so. The A plan is to: Ask someone if you can help him/her with something.

My original A is for... ideas include places to go, things to do, foods to eat, Bible verses, and photos from my oldest's ABC photography summer. Photos of my daughter's ABC photography can be seen here. If you think of great ideas that I have ignored, please let me know!

As always, please feel free to share my blog and be sure to read the beginning of my ABC summer story here.

Sunday, May 10, 2015

ABC Summer 2015...

It's getting so close! Granted, it would be much closer if we were still in IA, and it would be one day closer if our teachers weren't holding a walkout on Wednesday (only to be made up at the end of the school year)... Nevertheless, I am deep in the planning process of our big summer.

I was bothered by the fact that we'll be gone for three weeks straight, thus missing out on entire letter opportunities here in the great northwest. So, I decided to really mix things up this year. No, that does not mean I'll be doing letters out of order. If you have read my post The Joys of Being Anal, you are well aware that I like things in order. The alphabet, therefore, must remain in alphabetical order. Go figure.

But, there are so many things to do around here for nearly every letter, that I didn't want to miss out on celebrating any letters right here. Here's my grand idea... We are going to go through the entire alphabet not once, not twice, but THREE times this summer! Woo-hoo!

To make it all come out right on the calendar, we are going to double up on the letters that begin our first names. The first time through the alphabet there will be two days of B, E, L, N, and R. The second and third times through we'll just double up on the kids' initials (B,E, & L). We will also be pairing Q with R and X, Y, and Z together those subsequent times. My children were excited to hear that it will be different this summer. Should keep things interesting!

Beginning later this week, I will be posting my ideas for each letter. I'll also be sure to share the links to my other posts on those letters. Can't wait to get started!

First time on my blog? Check out my original post here. Happy Mother's Day!

Sunday, April 19, 2015

My (One and Only) PTA Project

How you do get to know people when you move to a completely different part of the country? Well, I figured that joining the PTA at the elementary my children attend would be the way to go. I did, in fact, meet many great parents this way. Frankly, I mainly joined because I wanted to volunteer for the school's Scholastic Book Fair, and the PTA required me to be a member. Then, at my first general membership meeting, I offered to help with this year's silent auction.

I've previously helped with two good sized silent auctions for our MOPS group back in IA. I immediately had a vision in my head of how I wanted this auction to look, mostly based on the school colors of red and black. Since a friend of mine (shout out to Heather Southammavong, now living in Jacksonville, FL!) had made centerpieces for our last MOPS auction using wine bottles painted with chalkboard paint, which she then decorated with beautiful different fonts saying, "Thank You," I decided to steal her general idea.

At our first silent auction meeting, I gathered that each teacher had been asked to donate some sort of class room item. Some were special outings that students could go on with their teacher. But the items that have been most popular in the past were handcrafted items such as platters with all of the students' thumbprints or a rocking chair hand painted by the students. I jumped on this and threw out my (possibly crazy) idea of having each class sign a bottle that could then be auctioned.

Honestly, as soon as the words were out of my mouth, I was apprehensive. Was I nuts? There are 24 classes in this elementary. I'd have to contact all of the teachers and figure out when it would be most convenient for me to disrupt their class to have all of their students sign a bottle. I would have to somehow attempt to not let students smear or smudge the names their classmates had already written on the bottle. It all looked so simple in my head. Not so simple in reality... Have I mentioned that I am creative, but not so much crafty? (I have, actually... "Creative vs. Crafty")

A part of me hoped that the school principal would veto the project. Instead, he happily took the idea to a staff meeting where he claimed "everyone was on board with it." Sigh. I started begging neighbors for wine bottles, soaking them in soapy water to remove the labels, and painting with the chalkboard paint. I sketched out designs for each grade and drew them on the bottles. Then I began by asking my children's home room teachers if I could use their classes as guinea pigs. Those classes went pretty well. I was in and out in under 10 minutes with no major smearing of the chalk pen. But, those were 2nd and 5th grade classes. I dreaded watching kindergarten and 1st graders try to write small enough to allow for all signatures to fit.

This was where I gratefully took up two other PTA members' offers to help. I "let" my neighbor Lana handle the kindergarten rooms (her oldest is in K, so she was willing to do so), and my friend Wendy took on the 1st grade rooms. It was a huge weight off my shoulders, and I was happy to take care of the other four grades. Of course, at least one student was absent from all but a single class when the bottles were signed. I gave the teachers the option of having me come back in a second time to catch the missing names or to have me write them on myself. They were split about 50/50. Last Monday all bottles were completely signed!

All that was left was for me to clean up the smudges, tie on ribbons, spray paint some twigs, and tuck the bottles in the boxes that will transport them to the auction in a couple weeks. I finished it all up this afternoon! I'll be adding a single white daisy to each bottle the day of the auction, and praying that parents are willing to bid a little on them. I think they'll be pretty additions to our tables. I'll add pics from the auction night on here later, but here are the bottles today:



Not sure if I've ever been so relieved to have a project near completion. Can't wait for May 1st!

P.S. Now I should have a little more time to start working on our ABC summer plans. As always, *For those new to my blog, check out the beginnings of ABC Summers here.* :)

Monday, March 23, 2015

ABC Summer - Portland Style

While our awesome friends back in IA have already finished up spring break, we in WA are still patiently awaiting ours. But all the trees are blooming and I am beginning to think of summer!

Since many of you are probably clueless about our crazy ABC summers, I want to share a little background. If you really want all the details, you can read them on my original post, Beating the Dreaded Brain Drain. We've been celebrating our summers with the alphabet since 2009, the summer before my eldest began kindergarten. This fall, my youngest will be a kindergartner. In our family, that means we will be having one giant ABC summer blowout!

Here's a brief glance at what we've done each year:
2009 - all ABCs all summer (for my oldest)
2010 - found photography (my oldest took pics of letters he found in objects around our house and town; see more at Photography, Books, & Food... Oh My!)
2011 - we read lots of books with titles that started with every letter of the alphabet
2012 - all ABCs all summer (for my middle child)
2013 - photography (my daughter created letters from objects that started with each letter; i.e. a B from buttons and an E from eggs. Read all about it at ABC Photography Summer 2013)
2014 - foods that started with each letter of the alphabet

As I said, this year will be another "all ABCs all summer!" We've been used to summer break lasting from the end of May through mid-August, but this year we'll be adjusting to a different school calendar. Our summer break will be from mid-June through Labor Day. I still need to sit down with the calendar and plan out how many days we'll be spending on each letter, but the kids and I are really starting to look forward to it! We know the plans will include a huge road trip to IA, lots of fun with relatives and friends there, and another road trip home including a caravan with my parents and sister's family. It should be loads of fun! 

I'll also be posting ideas for each letter that are geared towards those of you in the Pacific Northwest. Many of the places I planned around in my first ABC posts were in the Midwest. This year, I'll post new lists of places in WA and OR, as well as things that can be done around here. If you are native to this area and have ideas that you don't want me to miss, please let me know! :)

Monday, December 1, 2014

Our WA ADVENTure!

It's that time of year again! We all love Advent in our family, and the kids were thrilled to see the perpetual Advent calendar come out last Friday. That reminded me that I needed to get posting...

Since these are our first official holidays in the Pacific Northwest, we have had to make some changes in our traditions. The most obvious change is... well, we have no relatives closer than 20 hours away. This after being two hours or less from all of the grandparents before we moved. Boo. Since it was just going to be our happy little family for Thanksgiving, we tried to make it memorable. The five of us participated in a local 5K to raise money and/or food for a local food pantry that morning. The weather wasn't bad... about 55° and a bit rainy at first, but it dried up soon after we started. My husband and our oldest son ran the whole thing. Our daughter jogged a considerable amount of it (but stopped occasionally to look back and make sure she could still see me). And our youngest and I walked as quickly as we could. He sang "Jingle Bells" for approximately the last half-hour, to the amusement (or annoyance) of those around us at the back of the pack.

Thanksgiving dinner was prepared lovingly by my husband and it was delicious. Once we had all rested our bellies a bit, we drove about 15 miles to the only tree farm we could find that was open that day and we purchased a perfect Christmas tree. Once we got home, I helped the kids all put up their mini trees in their rooms and they decorated them. Friday was spent getting out all the decorations and cleaning. We were all extra excited because my in-laws were coming Saturday! They'll be with us until Thursday morning, and we are loving the company from back home.

So, I finally sat down Saturday night and wrote out this year's Advent plans. If you'd like to see what we did last year, you can read all about it here. I've found several local things to do here that will be new to us, and I picked up Lisa Whelchel's The ADVENTure of Christmas to glean a few more ideas.

Here are the plans for 2014:

Dec. 1st - 24 days until Christmas - After school today we are going to make cookie mix to give to friends. There will also be peppermint ice cream after dinner (after soccer for London)!
Dec. 2nd - 23 days until Christmas - We will play a couple of Christmas games this afternoon and then we’ll get pizza with Nana & Pa after Eden’s yoga class!
Dec. 3rd - 22 days until Christmas - We’ll make cookies after school and tonight we will drive through the Portland WinterWonderland with Nana & Pa!
Dec. 4th - 21 days until Christmas - This afternoon we will have hot cocoa and make angels to hang!
Dec. 5th - 20 days until Christmas - Tonight is the downtown Christmas tree lighting. L’s choir will get to sing and we’ll talk to Santa!
Dec. 6th - 19 days until Christmas - Tonight is the Christmas ships parade! We’ll go have cider and cookies at the port, then we will watch the ships head down the Columbia River.
Dec. 7th - 18 days until Christmas - Today is the 2nd Sunday in Advent. After church we will wrap our gifts for one another and watch a Christmas movie or two!
Dec. 8th - 17 days until Christmas - After school today we will play Christmas BINGO!
Dec. 9th - 16 days until Christmas - We’ll make candy canes into reindeer this afternoon to give to friends of your choice!
Dec. 10th - 15 days until Christmas - There will be a yummy treat we’ll make after school today. They look like Christmas trees, but they’ll taste great!
Dec. 11th - 14 days until Christmas - Today we’ll learn how to say “Merry Christmas” in a few different languages!
Dec. 12th - 13 days until Christmas - For movie night tonight we’re going to make red and green popcorn!
Dec. 13th - 12 days until Christmas - This afternoon we are going to go on a “Journey to Bethlehem.” There will be a live Nativity scene!
Dec. 14th - 11 days until Christmas - Today is the 3rd Sunday in Advent! Dad is going to the Seattle Seahawks game; we are going to make gingerbread houses for the first time ever!
Dec. 15th - 10 days until Christmas - This afternoon you can make Christmas cards for your grandparents!
Dec. 16th - 9 days until Christmas - Today we will bake cookies for your teachers!
Dec. 17th - 8 days until Christmas - We will make containers for your teachers’ cookies out of Pringles cans!
Dec. 18th - 7 days until Christmas - Tonight is B’s preschool Christmas program!
Dec. 19th - 6 days until Christmas - Tonight we will walk through the Portland Grotto Festival of Lights!
Dec. 20th - 5 days until Christmas - Today we will make treats for our neighbors and deliver them to their doors!
Dec. 21st - 4 days until Christmas - Today is the 4th Sunday in Advent. We are going to make paper luminaries to line our sidewalk!
Dec. 22nd - 3 days until Christmas - Tonight we’ll all get in our PJs and drive around looking at Christmas lights!
Dec. 23rd - 2 days until Christmas - Today we are going to make Wassail (a special kind of homemade apple) and watch another Christmas movie!
Dec. 24th - 1 day until Christmas - Today we will make cookies for Santa, read ‘Twas the Night Before Christmas, and go to the Christmas Eve service at church!

As I mentioned last year, I go into all of this in a very flexible frame of mind. I only print out a few of the notes at a time just in case we need to make changes. This morning our daughter happily opened the first door on the Advent calendar to read what we were doing today. I love seeing the kids' faces when they find out what the activity is. They never seem to mind if it is a big thing or a tiny thing.

I also need to give a shout-out to my friend and former co-worker, Ann, who gave me a little story last year. It's called "The Last Straw," and she said she'd read it to her children at the beginning of Advent for several years. Last night (the first Sunday in Advent), I read it to my children. It got just the response I was hoping for and my oldest created a little manger that we are now filling with toothpicks (in lieu of straw). You'll have to find the story (or ask me for it) if you want the details. :)

As always, *For those new to my blog, check out the beginnings of ABC Summers here.*




Tuesday, October 28, 2014

How Young Living Essential Oils Have Changed Our Lives

*For those new to my blog, check out the beginnings of ABC Summers here.*

Yes, this is far off the course of ABC ideas. But my family has truly changed since becoming loyal Young Living Essential Oils users almost three years ago. It's time for me to share with all of you!

I had been using essential oils from Campbell's Nutrition for years before finding YL. I used them for aromatherapy purposes, for cleaning my yoga mat, and for making air fresheners and disinfectants. I thought they were fine, but then I started hearing more and more about Young Living through acquaintances on Facebook.

If it hadn't been trusted friends that were posting testimonies, I would have been more skeptical. Since I did, in fact, trust their opinions, it didn't take me long to go to a workshop in one of their homes. In less than two hours, I was completely sold on Young Living. And I had my husband 80% convinced by the end of the night (men are naturally a bit more skeptical). 

A little background history of our family's minor medical issues for you... I have suffered from seasonal allergies my entire life. My three children all displayed symptoms of the same allergies from the time they were two years old. My husband, while being allergy-free most of his life, "grew into" allergies in his 30s, though not nearly as severe as the rest of us. I was using Flonase nasal spray every day and often had to supplement with Claritin to "survive" the long cottonwood season in IA. Our kiddos used Children's Claritin from the day of the first spring thaw to the first hard freeze in the fall. Also, our oldest tends to get ear infections (twice resulting in ruptured ear drums when he was five) every time he catches a cold and he is very prone to catch strep throat if it's been anywhere near him. When he gets strep, he is one those special kids who displays strep rash (aka Scarlet Fever). It's a lovely rash that starts on the trunk and can spread over the entire body. Not itchy, but hot and uncomfortable, not to mention unsightly. 

All that said, I purchased my Essential 9 starter kit from Young Living in January 2012. While anxiously awaiting the kit's arrival, my youngest, my husband, and I all caught the respiratory flu within 48 hours. We had all been vaccinated (and yes, I am still a firm believer in vaccinations regardless of loving my oils), but that year's vaccination combo had not covered the flu strain that made the rounds fastest. I was the only one who went to my family practitioner, who assured me that if we hadn't received the flu shots, we'd be sicker for longer. So, I gladly took the Tamiflu she prescribed (and so did my husband). It was truly the sickest I've ever felt. Our baby got over it very quickly with no meds. Two days after I felt better, my oils came. Now, they'd already been exposed and hadn't caught the flu, but just to be safe I began slathering my older two children's feet with Thieves oil. They never did catch the flu bug that winter. 

Thieves oil is an amazing blend that helps to support our immune systems. I put it on my children's feet (this part of the body absorbs oils very quickly and isn't sensitive to potent oils like thinner skinned body parts) every night of the school year to protect them from all the sickies that go around school. They still catch minor colds, but that's typically it. I also only use Thieves hand soap, Thieves household cleaner (great on my hard floors and in the laundry with Norwex detergent), Thieves hand sanitizer, and Thieves spray, which I'll mention again soon. My two oldest children also love the Thieves toothpaste.

That spring I decided to chance not buying Claritin for our family. This felt like a big risk, but I knew I could go buy it if necessary. Rather than daily doses of purple chewables or liquid, I rubbed a drop of lavender oil on the base of our necks (right where the skull meets the spine) each morning. If one of us had a case of the sniffles or itchy eyes, I added a little lavender on our cheekbones. My daughter loves lemon oil under her nose if she's stuffy. Not only have we not used OTC allergy meds since buying the oils, but also stopped needing the lavender oil as often this year. In fact, we only used it a handful of times. And I threw away my Flonase. I can't claim that the oil made our allergies go away, but I do know that none of us have displayed major allergy symptoms for over two years. 

Here's my big child-related oil testimony. In July of 2012, our oldest went to Bible camp for 5 nights. We picked him up on Friday, found out that his cabin counselor had a nasty sore throat, and heard an hour later that our son's throat hurt. We were leaving the next morning for the Wisconsin Dells to meet my side of the family for a little vacation. Saturday morning he had a low-grade temp, but was excited about the trip. I sprayed his throat with Thieves spray. This is not for the faint-hearted, but it works wonders on sore throats. He wasn't complaining too much by that evening. The next day was a big, long day of hard playing at the Chula Vista water park. By 3:00, he was wiped out. This is not at all like him, so we knew he still wasn't feeling well. We went for an early dinner, and headed to our hotel to get the kids cleaned up and ready for bed. After L's shower, he showed us the bad news. There was a familiar rash creeping up his tummy and lower back. We were out of state and not even planning to head for home after the trip (plans were to go to my in-laws' for the annual 4th of July celebration). His temp was 101° (I'd packed the thermometer since he'd been under the weather when we left home). As my heart sank, I sprayed his throat with Thieves, rubbed more Thieves on everyone's feet, tucked him into bed, and went to call our pediatrician's office. I begged the after-hours nurse to check his chart (to prove that sore throat + rash *always* = strep in his case) and call in a prescription to the pharmacy nearest my in-laws', where we were heading the next day. She refused. Sadly coming to the conclusion that we'd have to miss the 4th of July fun we always had with grandparents, aunts, uncles, and cousins, I went to check on L. I had decided to apply some lavender to his rash and see if it helped at all. As I pulled up his PJs, he sleepily informed me that he'd been praying God would make the strep go away. Wait for it... No rash. Not even a sign of it. I checked his temp and it was down to 99.5°. My husband and I just stared at each other. Never had one of his rashes gone away without antibiotics. It was crazy. He slept soundly and rested more on the way to his grandparents' the next day. Our daughter (who is the lucky one who vomits with the strep virus) had a fever and threw up one night on the farm, but felt better the next day. I firmly believe we fought off the strep virus with a heavy duty combo of essential oils and prayer. 

One last big testimony for you. Before starting with YL, I was taking Prozac half of each month. This wasn't for depression, but for extreme PMS issues. I'd never had PMS problems until my youngest was born. I seriously felt like a crazy person for up to a full week before my cycle would start. It would be so bad that I would scream at my family for no good reason. The screaming episodes would be like an out-of-body experience: I could see myself doing it, but I could not get control. It was scary for everyone involved. After discussing this with a close friend (whose father was a pharmacist), she shared that she'd had similar issues in the past and her dad had recommended Prozac. I made an appointment with my OB-GYN, and she agreed. She explained that Prozac works differently in women who do not have depression. I would take it from day 15 of my cycle until the next one started. It worked wonders and I felt normal again. I also had nasty heartburn from the Prozac, and I just didn't like the idea of taking a prescription so often. Once I'd started YL, I began researching alternatives to the Prozac. The best suggestion I found was to blend basil oil with Dragon Time (a blend of oils specifically for preventing PMS bloating and cramping). The basil was supposed to help with irritation during PMS. Let me tell you, I was scared to stop the Prozac. What if I felt crazy again? I didn't want to be that kind of mom or wife. I decided to try it for one month. Praise the Lord, the oils worked just like the Prozac. Without a single side effect (other than smelling like black licorice from the fennel oil in the Dragon Time... My sister is the only one who regularly mentions this). 

Those are my big stories, but we truly use YL oils every day. Aside from the Thieves, I also protect my children with Ningxia Red juice, which has strong antioxidants. We use this in place of vitamins, and it can be blended into smoothies for those who don't care for the strong wolfberry taste. My children all drink it straight, however.

We keep our oils in two places: a kitchen drawer (I use an old egg carton to organize them) and one of my bathroom drawers. Most of them have labels on the lids so we can find them easily. The oils we use the most are lavender (great in place of Neosporin for cuts, scrapes, and burns), Purification (a blend that cleanses the air of any nasty smells and is a great acne deterrent), peppermint (for tummy aches, head aches, and sinus congestion), PanAway (a blend for muscle aches or bruises), Peace and Calming or StressAway (blends for just what they sound like), Raven (a blend for really icky coughs or sore throats), Digize (a blend for tummy issues too strong for peppermint), RC (a blend for nasal congestion that is too much for peppermint, lavender, or lemon), and Progessence Plus (a blend that is great for helping women keep hormones in balance).



I also keep the two sheets shown above hanging in the cabinet near our oils drawer. I have all sorts of notes written on them about how the 9 essential oils can be used. You can also see the reference book in my oils drawer. Some call this the "oils bible." It has been very beneficial in finding what oils to use for certain ailments. I love this book!

My husband is now completely sold on YL oils as well. He talks up the Thieves with co-workers, and he testifies that our children haven't needed antibiotics since we've relied on the oils. I finally got our oldest through a double ear infection without resorting to a doctor's appointment or meds just a couple weeks ago. It took diligence, but it worked. 

I know that many people are leery of "new-age" homeopathic medicine options. However, oils are mentioned in the Bible many times for their healing properties. There are entire books and classes about the healing oils of the Bible. There are many, many different brands of essential oils. The oils sold in stores (like I used to buy) may say "100% essential oil" on the bottle, but if you look more closely, they also warn against using topically or ingesting internally. There are very few YL oils that cannot be used internally or topically. This isn't just aromatherapy, friends, it is a real, healthy, non-pharmaceutical based alternative to OTC medicine. It is working for my family! If you'd like more information about Young Living, please do not hesitate to ask me. :)